Girl Falls In Love with her Mutual Best Friend.

I was flattered from the time she was attracted to me. My self-esteem boosted. I didn't want to lose that Boost. My Flattery Leads Her On. Still just feeling the Attraction. We Kiss. Story Changes. It gets Physical but no Sex. I grow a Attraction coming from Flattery, Her attraction becomes Love. I get scared of Love. I've never been in Love. I back away. she fights. I get annoyed. I feel bad. I give in to a Fake Type of Love in order not to lose her as a Friend. I recieve Flattery from a new girl. Old Girl still fights. New Girl doesnt like Old Girl. My Flattery becomes attraction to New Girl. New Girl and Me Kiss. Story Changes. Me and New Girl work things out. WE both understand that it wouldn't work out for the Both of us... and Of Course Old Girl who still fights. me and Old Girl agree to a Best Friendship deal. But no Physical. She still gets lead on. People around Her influence her. My Presences provokes old feeling in her. She falls in Love. i'm still afraid of Love. no physical but the body language want's it. I make it clear to her I don't want to. she gets her. People around her Influence. I'm more not attracted to her now. But I still care. She still fights. alone now. Awkward for any girl to approach me, because she still fights. at the End.. I lose the Everlasting Love from a Person who loves like no other.